Its been awhile

I need to be to back on this blog. I'm back to the gym, and back to eating well, back to feeling well, but this is the piece that falls from my schedule first. The snow storm sort of mirrored a mental storm of sorts, everything fell apart. Diet, exercise, school work--all just kind of drifted away. After going to the gym, going back to class, being inducted into a fraternity, and getting tickets for me and a beautiful girl to go see St. Vincent next week, I feel better to say the least.

I guess I need to keep myself in check. I haven't seen my counselor in since two weeks ago, nor had I gone to the gym. I'm way behind in my goals, and I know that. But that's not what it is about, it's about making a life change. A meaningful change, and a hard one at that. The habits I am changing are the habits long entrenched, never addressed. Some are genetic, tendencies that have cropped as I have matured. These things, the foibles in my character, are the hardest things to address. As the jolly green African giant says, its mind vs. body. My mind can win yet, I know this.

I know this.


Food:
Salad, Turkey Sandwich.
12in Subway Chicken

Eh, not a lot of food, but not necessarily good food.
Tomorrow should be better. Tomorrow I want to go the gym @ 4 w/ Leo. Depends on him.


Till then,
Ryan